Day 2

It's Day 2 and it didn't go as well as I thought. I woke up at 11 since it's Winter break. Both my parents were gone and my mom left a note saying she left hamburger in the fridge for me to make Hamburger Helper. It's my weakness, so I made some. And apparently it was whole wheat, and it tasted HORRIBLE! Usually I don't mind whole grain foods, but this was horrible. I took that as a sign that I shouldn't be putting this crap in my mouth. So I had a bowl of cereal instead.

I texted Jenna (neighbor) and told her I was sad because my Hamburger Helper was bad. She texted back telling me I could come over and play Just Dance 3 with her and two friends. Of course, that's exactly what I always want! For her to invite me to hang out with her and her other friends. She's asked me before, but always when she feels bad for me. I don't want to accept when it's only for pity. Every time she asks I tell her a purposely weak excuse why I can't (just got out of shower, eating cereal, don't want to barge in) and I always hope that she will text back and tell me to come over when I'm done, or that she actually wants me over. Which she hasn't done.

For her (belated) Christmas present, I want to write her a letter telling her how much she means to me. She's pretty much my only friend, and I want her to know that. I also want to tell her how jealous I am, and that's why we had our falling out in the past. I have it all written out, I just need the courage to actually give it to her along with her other presents.

It's almost 7:00, and a new Pretty Little Liars is on! It's the Winter premiere. I'll go down to the basement now and work out! Yay for exercise!!!